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what the hell am i doing with my life?⁠⁣ ⁠⁣ it's a question that's become more dire as i (nonsensically) feel like i'm ending the "testing" phase of my life. ⁠⁣ ⁠⁣ it isn't that i feel like i haven't gotten anywhere; i'm aware of all the *doing* that i've done, but my mind tends to linger in the existential.⁠⁣ ⁠⁣ ☆⁠⁣ ⁠⁣ i've known for years, through my astrology, that the biggest peaks of prominence in my career/goals coincide with the most difficult experiences as well. ⁠⁣ ⁠⁣ so as things really have picked up massively in my life, so has the amount of growth i've been asked to undergo.⁠⁣ ⁠⁣ ☆⁠⁣ ⁠⁣ instead of feeling like a slave to a 9-to-5 like a lot of people, i realized that i was enslaved to my own rules around what would "be best".⁠⁣ ⁠⁣ as those close to me know, i've spent the past few months in probably the most tense & crisis-ridden time of my adult life, though it's also been filled with the most astonishingly fortunate opportunities.⁠⁣ ⁠⁣ ☆⁠⁣ ⁠⁣ so instead of continuing to follow the same bs rules my rule-savvy mind had created, i'm letting the existential tendencies really lead me to confront why i do what i do.⁠⁣ ⁠⁣ i'm done with *doing a lot* & ready to *offer more value*.⁠⁣ ⁠⁣ i don't know exactly what that looks like, & i'm resisting past patterning to revel in an exact plan that doesn't allow for the flexibility of inspiration to come through.⁠⁣ ⁠⁣ ☆⁠⁣ ⁠⁣ this vast openness of 2020 has reminded me that my lesson is not to get off my ass & do more, but to find my worth in my being. ⁠⁣ ⁠⁣ & as Mercury is now direct, though still assaulted by the Capricorn mafia + Mars in Aries, i'm moving forward with facing familiar discomfort & speaking my truth to find the way out.⁠⁣ ⁠⁣ ☆☆☆
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3 years ago
You’re gorgeous 💕
3 years ago
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3 years ago
You are sooo beautiful!!
3 years ago
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3 years ago
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3 years ago
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3 years ago